Last week, I had a crazy experience! I was introduced to a new spiritual adviser. I scheduled a session with her, and went on to have the most amazing 60 minute conversation I have ever had in my life.
I cannot even begin to share the incredible insights she revealed to me. It was as though she had x-ray vision and saw right through to my soul. I laughed, I cried, I wrote down important dates for my business. I forgave and released and breathed in the holy energy of the divine. It was surreal.
A really important pattern emerged throughout our conversation. I rarely trusted myself and yet I was almost always right.
How often do you hear yourself say “I don’t know what to do.” If I could, I would drive to your house right now, take you by the shoulders, look deep into your eyes and say to you, “My dear friend, you absolutely DO know. You are just afraid; afraid of being right; afraid of the consequences of following your heart; afraid of the change you might have to navigate.”
Because that is the truth. We always know. It’s a gut level knowing. Pay close attention to what makes you feel the anguish and what makes you feel the peace.
Hold onto your power. Saying “I don’t know” is the same as saying “Here, take my power.” It’s ok to not be ready to make a decision. But at least OWN your wisdom. Maybe you know EXACTLY what you want, but you also intuitively know that the time isn’t right to move towards it. That happens. But you still “know.”
How many times have you heard about an unfortunate divorce and thought to yourself “I knew he was no good.”
Or how many times have you done something that went terribly wrong and heard yourself say “I knew I should never have gone there,” or “I knew I shouldn’t have called her.”
Your body wisdom will never lie to you. The words that are whispered to you from your source are words of TRUTH. Hear them. Heed them. Make a commitment right now that in 2015 you will start trusting your own instincts. Remember, you aren’t in this alone. Your instincts are the whispers of the divine. So it’s ok if you aren’t quite ready to trust yourself. Trust the divine instead. Learning to listen to your own instincts will save you years of heartache and regret.
This has been a public service announcement from someone who took a stupid number of years to learn a very simple lesson. 😉
And if you are in the market for a little amazement, I’d be happy to share the name of my new spiritual adviser. Just contact me and ask.